Created: June 9, 2009

Falling off the wagon has been a huge upset to me. I was doing great, and like i ALWAYS do, i told myself, oh man you lost the weight now its okay to eat this and that." BULL!!! its never okay to eat junk food, or crap that isnt good for our body. Im from a family that says "that cant be all you want". For them its hard to believe that ive shrunk my food intake, or that maybe i just dont want fried okra anymore lol. my family is not FAT. A little overweight but no where near fat. we're from the south, and what do people from the south do? WE EAT!!! Ever since i can remember, ive been able to eat whatever i want, whenever i want. 19 years of disobedience on myself is going to take a while to reverse, but i know in good time and hard work, i will be the wife and someday mother who only knows the healthy things to eat, and healthy but delicious meals to cook.

SO WORDS OF WISDOM TO MYSELF: I blame YOU for falling off the wagon, it is no one, or nothings fault but your own. You will never say again, "well it was Christmas so i packed on a few pounds" AGAIN! Nor will you fall again. You will workout twice as hard as you ever have, you will achieve all your goals in life, and then some. You are young, you are smart, start today!!! QUIT PUTTING IT OFF TILL TOMORROW!! Tomorrow gets here and yet you sit wondering what it would be like to see definition in your body, to see that flat tummy you dream about. ACHIEVE IT!!! The sky is NOT the limit. GO FOR IT.

I can do this. I WILL do this. THANKS TO MAX MUSCLE FOR OPENING MY EYES, and supplying me with GREAT products that help me in their unique way and thanks to the amazing people who have helped me. (Bill, Toni, Joe (yes even her husband helped me lift that huge ass tire lol gotta thank him for that), Rob, and Alicia) {the reason i say Alicia, aka my little sister,is even though she cant talk, I'm doing this partly for her, because i never EVER want her to go through this battle, or the torment that people would put her through}

heres some motivation for me and women. guys your just going to pretty much enjoy seeing a half naked woman period lol

her name is Jamie Eason, for those that don't know.