Game On, Baby!

April 13, 2009

So, I'm not going to weigh myself or measure myself because I feel like I am just turning the corner. It's like that point during cardio exercise when you feel like you can't keep going, but you do and then something kicks in and you explode with energy and start running and your body totally surprises you.

I have struggled eating such strict food for 2 mths, but I'm finally starting to feel results and it's amazing how motivating that is! I have been eating very well and working out every day - and the more I see, the more I want to stay the course.

I'm afraid to weigh myself, because the last time I did that early March - it sent me backwards. I couldn't believe the scale said what it did and I got so frustrated, I started in on self destructive habits again.

So, I know what I feel when I run (or rather, what I DON'T feel - jiggle jiggle jiggle), I know what I see when I'm with the trainer and how much better I do during the hour, and I know that the capri pants that I couldn't wear for months now fit great. That's all I need to know for now.

And, my calendar is taped up on the bathroom mirror and on the pantry door - with the countdown to the Cayman Islands! 55 Days so each hour, each day counts - NO CHEATING NOW if I have any chance of getting into my beautiful bikini's and shorts.

Tick tock, tick tock.... It's Serious Now. :) I know I can, I know I can!!!